Everyone’s gone. Stockings are still up, presents still clutter tables and chairs. I’ve been dieing for some alone time, but now that everyone’s gone I feel a little lost…and lonely. This was the first holiday Curt and I hosted in our home, and the sensation of family literally filling a home (like busting at the seems filling) was overwhelming, heartwarming, at times suffocating, and simply amazing. It’s a sensation I’m scared to love. As I look forward to marrying Curt, to joining this familiy before God and all our friends I’m scared. I’m scared its too good to be true. I’m scared to lose this sense of love and support and the feeling of belonging. For better or for worse…always belonging.
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